12/05/2006
who cn i trust?

very sad now.mebbe its de effect of listening to such a sad song..its about lonliness.which is wht im feeling now

dont read this if you dont want to cux its total CRAP.(bt i'll appreciate if you do.)
lonliness nvr used to be a prob for me in pri sch.i dun haf much fwens there(dun mind me) bt alot ppl there err kinda _ _ _ _ _.and the others just dont fit my personality.i cnt find anything to say to them and yah..amd some are just PLAIN MEAN.bt i haf 15 with me.i dont need much friends.juz a few special ones will do.and there was always cz.yeah we use to fight ALOT those kind of cat fights bt we are still very good fwens and i was sort of contnted.i did not experience the feeling of lonliness before.

this year is diff.it changed me into a new person.mebbe its cux its a gal's sch.i find it much easier to express myself.and i dunno.somehow lonliness juz became a part of me.i've drifted apart frm cz.and sometimes i used to think back and really wished a did not move hse..then i guess we cn be closer than wht we are now.and i've made some new friends this year.and i feel closer to them then to anyone i've felt.i've also grown to love my class and just the thought of spliting us makes me tear.


sorry..i dont know how to express myself..just sad..i hope you understand..



=XINYI= wrote on 12/05/2006 06:24:00 AM.